you know when it's that time of the month and you get really depressed? well that's where i am. like clockwork. no matter where i am or what i'm doing.
i question myself and what i'm here for. i think about everything i'm doing wrong. i realize i'm finally off on my own and it scares me a little. in my right mind i'm fine and excited about it. but my crazy-time mind wants me to sit in my room all day and be sad.
i think i'm going to dive tomorrow. hopefully that will get my mind off of depression. although diving means spending more money. ugh. i hate spending money. one day i'm going to have a hell of a credit card debt to pay off.
you know where diving is super cheap? samoa. yep. super cheap. and the dollar is like 2.65 samoan tana. i should maybe plant my feet somewhere for a little while though. all of a sudden i wish i were somewhere else.
i need to go lay in the sun for a while. maybe that will cheer my mood. stupid period. i hate being a girl.
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